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If it wasn't for Zach I wouldn't be considering moving to Seattle to work for AWS. I might consider moving to Sydney to work for them if I could get a position there.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL hmm... sounds like you're really into him.

(not literally yet, lol ;))

But seriously though, guess you should consider what you have now, and if it's worth losing.

Also, you can always come back, no?

JamesENL

True

I mean, I'd rather not slink back with my tail between my legs because I couldn't make it on my own.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

What does @Zach say about it? He knows you consider such thing? @James

Guess he better know, such surprise won't be good.... lol

JamesENL

9:55 AM

We haven't discussed it in detail. I'm scared to honestly. I don't want to scare him off.

But then I have to balance that with going stir crazy thinking about it.

DroidDev

what're we talking about again?

JamesENL

My feelings for an American boy

If I should go totally crazy and just uproot my life and move to America or just play it safe and boring and miss out on the possibility

It's all rather confusing really.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Indeed.

Can't imagine myself in such a situation.

I mean, if would have met a girl from a far away country, don't think I'd even consider starting something with her. (beyond one night stand :))

Such intense love (?) is just something I only see in movies. And now at @James. :)

JamesENL

Well, more an intense attraction rather than love I'd say

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Lust?

JamesENL

10:06 AM

Deeper than that

DroidDev

totally what @Sha said. If I had feelings of that kind (tho I never had those kind of feelings), still, I'd think rationally. Love won't fill my hunger, it won't be puttin' food on table

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Probably it's more intense with LGBT for some reason... no? @James

JamesENL

We already hooked up in Brisbane.

Ehhhh, there is an element of that, cause there's a smaller pool of available partners

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL yup, only 10% or so. :/

JamesENL

But it's more that we just 'clicked' together.

Personality wise I mean

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:07 AM

@JamesENL ohhh... you mean... you know... ?

DroidDev

yeah, that's true. But, I'd still wait for someone nearby or something where I can be sure that I'll keep earning, and won't be broke by the end of it (or by the mid or something)

I mean, just keep your job and then do something about it

JamesENL

Well, in that way as well

@DroidDev I'd have to get a job with a company in Seattle anyway if I wanted something long term. Working for AWS would be awesome, but I might have to limit myself to a holiday to see if there's something deeper there.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

So you got a taste of something, and now want the whole thing? @James

JamesENL

Well yeah

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

:)

JamesENL

10:09 AM

I'm being pulled in a new direction

And the boys bite is better far than his bark

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Bite in the ear? lol

JamesENL

Oh my yes

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

rofl

You got there with Zach already??

DroidDev

@JamesENL oh...can't you apply for a job from where you currently are, have a skype interview and get it confirmed and then move

that's a win win thing

JamesENL

@DroidDev that would be the plan yeah

@ShaWizDowArd we hooked up in Brisbane when we were there for Ingress. It's how we met

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:11 AM

How did you come to meet Zach anyway? @James

DroidDev

@JamesENL then its good. If you have a job (something from where you are earning), then you can do just about anything you want. I wish you best of luck :D

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

oh you replied before I asked, lol

JamesENL

Yeah he's an Ingress player.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

So Ingress is a dating app, among other things? ;-)

DroidDev

^

JamesENL

10:12 AM

noooooo, just coincidence

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

hahaha lol I know

DroidDev

I don't even know what ingress is, and people are finding partners with that

I need a better life :/

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev mobile game

DroidDev

or maybe a girlfriend?

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev both

FOX 9000

10:13 AM

@ShaWizDowArd childless (?)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@FOX9000 sterile

FOX 9000

@ShaWizDowArd peri (?)

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd that would be great

JamesENL

It was more a case of being in the right place at the right time

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL or wrong place in wrong time, if that would end badly. :/

DroidDev

10:14 AM

hmm....I don't like a single girl in my office

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Though can't know until you try.

DroidDev

they are all....unlikable

I installed some dating apps

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev that's terrible!

@DroidDev grindr? :P

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd oh...not unlikable in all aspects. Its not just what I am looking for

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

:)

DroidDev

10:15 AM

@ShaWizDowArd tinder and jaumo. But, you gotta pay for getting noticed in there

JamesENL

As he said to me on our last day "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev like all dating sites, ever. :)

DroidDev

I'll just hope that a girlfriend of my friends brings her grilfriend to our house party some day and I hook up with her

JamesENL

Then he misattributed the quote and I almost fell on the floor laughing

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd yeah :(

FOX 9000

10:16 AM

@DroidDev hands (?)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL that's a nice thing to say!

DroidDev

@FOX9000 yeah man....my hand is my only girlfriend for now

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev so you're be the boyfriend of your friend's girlfriend? :P

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd lol, no, I'll be the boyfriend of my friend's girlfriend's (female)friend :P

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev and it's free... and never complains.... and doing anything you want..... :D

DroidDev

10:18 AM

@ShaWizDowArd yeah, lol. I don't even want me to talk to it for 3 hours every night

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

rofl

JamesENL

Your hand never says it has a headache

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@FOX9000 free

FOX 9000

@ShaWizDowArd reactive (?)

DroidDev

@JamesENL yeah, and you get better at arm-wrestling by the end of it

lol

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:21 AM

@DroidDev you wrestle with your joystick? :D

>>flip @Dro

FOX 9000

@ShaWizDowArd (┛๑Д๑)ง︵oɹ◖@

DroidDev

lol, you can consider that, and I beat it everytime :P

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

!!pee

KennyBOT

~ Open the floodgates ....

JamesENL

But yeah, it's all happening in my life

I wish it was easier to make these decisions

DroidDev

10:34 AM

I've never thought that far into any relationship

I am the kind of guy who you talk to when you are angry on someone

I'll promise you that we will beat that guy together

and then I'll drink with you

JamesENL

Hahaha

That's always a good friend to have

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

lol

JamesENL

I've needed friends like that in the past

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL what for?

JamesENL

For dealing with jerks usually

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:40 AM

@JamesENL back in school?

DroidDev

oh....seriousness is key to sadness (I think)

I am never serious

if I am, its for short amount of time only

JamesENL

@ShaWizDowArd or just jerks in my adult life

DroidDev

oh...I was an easy push over until 8th standard

then in 9th, I changed schools, before that school of 9th standard, I didn't even know gangs existed

and our whole village gang used to study in that school that I shifted to, in 9th standard

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL so just smack them

JamesENL

@ShaWizDowArd Hmmm doesn't usually work so well

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:43 AM

@DroidDev so you became a gang member?

DroidDev

two guys beat me up in first month, next day, my whole village gang arrives in our class with bats and hockies

JamesENL

I've tried, but then they start talking about lawsuits and jailtime and restraining orders.

DroidDev

I learned never to think about anything when you are being pushed over or inferiorated by someone.

just go with your heart

@ShaWizDowArd it was just a kids gang, who used to get together if someone of them was in trouble

no serious thing

we helped/looked out for each other

and we were all sports players

I joined hockey after that incident and played it for 2 years

@ShaWizDowArd I think you gotta start early for that kind of attitude.

JamesENL

I was always an angry kid, so a lot of effort was put into controlling my anger and channelling it into non-destructive places

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL so as adult you're less angry?

@DroidDev that, or be pushed enough times... no?

JamesENL

10:51 AM

@ShaWizDowArd Muuuuuuuch

FOX 9000

No associated word found for Muuuuuuuch.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev but as @James said, that sometimes won't end well...

@DroidDev that's good... so you didn't hook up with them outside school?

@JamesENL good... so when was the time with those jerks you wanted to smack but couldn't?

wait... @Dro you once said something about your friends doing something "not nice" to someone... so it was that gang, I assume?

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd they were from my village. So, every evening I played with them. Ours is a small village with only 30 houses, so those were the only people. But, that taught me important things. Like, studying is not most important, and standing for myself

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev true, those are the real life lessons. :)

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd not a gang in literal sense. Like who always stays together, looks for trouble, do drugs etc.

many of those people studied and are really doing well in their life. Including me ;)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

10:58 AM

heh, good!

JamesENL

@ShaWizDowArd The guy accusing me of grooming the 10 year old

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL the what? ? ?

JamesENL

I'm sure we've gone over that

I'm positive

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Not that I remember

searching

JamesENL

Aaaaages ago

DroidDev

11:01 AM

@ShaWizDowArd Its not good to always keep your rage inside for long time. When it bursts out its really bad.

JamesENL

Almost a year ago

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL nope

FOX 9000

@ShaWizDowArd answer (?)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@FOX9000 wrong

FOX 9000

@ShaWizDowArd footed (?)

JamesENL

11:08 AM

maybe in the Tavern

I'm sure I've gone over it

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Above search includes the Tavern

JamesENL

Cliff notes are a dick head accused me of grooming a 10 year old

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

Cliff?

JamesENL

Behind my back

with no evdience

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL in what sense? Who is that kid?

JamesENL

11:11 AM

I was doing a production of The Little Mermaid, the kid was playing Flounder

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

So people saw you with the kid, and just assumed you intend to abuse the kid?

That's indeed highly annoying, to say the least.... :/

JamesENL

Nah there's more to it, but I really don't like talking about it

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@JamesENL take your time... if you want, I can be a good listener. :)

JamesENL

Ehhh not tonight

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

11:30 AM

OK, whenever you're ready, I'll (probably) be here. :)

DroidDev

11:46 AM

I don't think @JamesENL will discuss that without getting drunk enough

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev it's not that he did anything wrong, the other way around. Just curious to hear. :)

False accusations is a serious matter here, especially on Facebook.

It spreads faster than fire, and hurts more.

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd yeah, he didn't do anything wrong and that's exactly why I think he won't discuss it sober ;)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev so while drunk one don't get angry? ;)

DroidDev

12:04 PM

@ShaWizDowArd umm....can't really explain, but people tend to discuss secret things after getting drunk.

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

@DroidDev ohhh..... so that's why my friends treat me in different way ever since the one time I was really drunk..... wonder what secrets I told them..... :P

May 26 '14 at 12:06, by Shadow Wizard

@DroidDev yeah, too much booze cause nasty things. I got drunk once in my life and all I remember is waking up at 4 AM, wearing clothes that were not my own, feeling like hammer hit my face. Since then only 1-2 glasses of wine for me!

DroidDev

@ShaWizDowArd lel, no. That's not related to secrets. That's only related to drinking "with" them. People who drink together have a different kind of friendship. Its near "best friends" ;)

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

But I did drink with them, it was a party. :D

DroidDev

yeah, now you are their drinking buddy. Its more than just being someone's friend

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

lol

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

12:34 PM

@AlonEitan what's up?

Sha Wiz Dow Ard

12:59 PM

@ItamarG3 what's up? Mentorship is over... :(

Don't think they'll bring it back.

KennyBOT

1:59 PM

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3:59 PM

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6:49 PM

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